Perfect Love Stories

Thank you for your voice
That aided my sleepless aches
And filled this endless well
For which I had almost fallen

When the pit saw no bottom
I looked down to one reason
That maybe this be freedom
From the fear,
This tear, in my soul,
That stole, my spirit and my whole

Thank you for your time
That not only held on by
But also helped me surface
From the grim that shadowed who I am

Thank you for this rapture
For which I was damned

If you were the sunshine-
I was proud to be your shadow,
following you around,
learning and fascinated by you.
Your elegant words,
like candy for my brain,
make me miss you;
make me miss the times we shared.

You are a brilliant light,
shining fervently inside my soul.
Your light shines on my path,
makes it easier for me.
I emulate you not because I want to be you-
just because I want to make you proud.
My life’s goal.

I care not if the rest of the world is proud;
only you…
who taught me all I know,
forced me to open my mind,
to see with the eyes of a child
everything bright and new.
You gave me the yearning to know more,
taught me that there is an outlet
for this psychosis
that would destroy me otherwise.

You are not to blame
for those things that happened.
If anything at all
you were my shield from the hurt.
You protected me
more than you’ll ever know.
Took all of the suffering-
including my share

My bright shining star,
don’t you know, my darling dear,
you gave me wings to fly!
You gave me light to shine
just as brightly as you do.

So here I’m standing
There’s a fork in the road
I don’t know what to do
I’m here waiting for you

So now I’m shivering
Cause it’s starting to snow
I don’t know where to go
I’m all alone

The fire’s burning
All the way to the ground
It’s getting quite now
there ain’t no sound
I’m getting nervous
Because you’re not around
For me

I’m sick and tired
Of waiting around
Sitting next to the phone
I’m still all alone

See I’ve been crying
Yeah, my eyes are all red
I’m going to bed now
To rest my throbbing head

The fire’s burning
All the way to the ground
It’s getting quite now
there ain’t no sound
I’m getting nervous
Because you’re not around
For me

The fire’s out now
Like my love it burnt down
Down to the ground
Your never around

No chances in life,
Judgement every day
From those who don’t understand.
I’ve tried to move on,
To correct my mistakes
And make something of myself.

So what if I lost.
It was for the best
But I face a daily judgement,
A social stigma
For doing what I thought was right.
But it doesn’t end there.

I’m judged for my feelings,
Ashamed of my emotions.
When it gets really bad
I’m left unable to talk.
I write, but still fear judgement.

Nobody cares, nobody understands,
So I am left alone.
Solitary confinement
For a crime I didn’t commit,
The story of the depressed loser
Has no happy ending.

Socially stigmatised,
My ambitions reduced to pipe dreams.
People judge me for what I’ve become,
They don’t understand.
My emotions kept private

Wondering about the future.

I’d like to run away from you
But if I were to leave you I would die
I’d like to break the chains you put around me
And yet I’ll never try

No matter what you do you drive me crazy
I’d rather be alone
But then I know my life would be so empty
As soon as you were gone

Impossible to live with you
But I could never live without you
For whatever you do / For whatever you do
I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you

You make me sad
You make me strong
You make me mad
You make me long for you / You make me long for you

You make me live
You make me die
You make me laugh
You make me cry for you / You make me cry for you

I hate you
Then I love you
Then I love you
Then I hate you
Then I love you more
For whatever you do
I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you

You treat me wrong
You treat me right
You let me be
You make me fight with you / I could never live without you

You make me high
You bring me down
You set me free
You hold me bound to you

I hate you
Then I love you
Then I love you
Then I hate you
Then I love you more / I love you more
For whatever you do / For whatever you do
I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you

I never, never, never
I never, never, never
I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you

Good evening sweetheart

What a great opportunity to see you again

You still look as beautiful as the first time we met

Did life treat you right as you deserve

Did your sweet dreams became true

Did you miss me as much as I miss you

Did I cross your mind once

I still remember the rides we had together

And I shed tears when I look at the empty seat

Where you used to sit

I missed your kisses and your gentle touch

I missed the soft hand going thru my hair

And the lovely green eyes

With that charming sharp look

Which used to take me deep into the ocean of romance

I’m sorry sweetheart

Sorry for all the promises I made

But couldn’t keep

Sometimes life and destiny

Stand against our will

(sigh)

If you want to know something about me

I stand still where you left

Torn between real life and our sweet memories

I only want to say one thing before you go

I still have that special place for you in my heart

Greetings from a broken heart which calls your name with every single beat,

I’ve wanted to write you since the night you left, but I couldn’t gather my thoughts, the event was more than I could take.

I just can’t imagine you out of my life or imagine my self out of Eden, I go to Eden every time I am with you.

I miss you so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

What would you do
If you were asked to give up your dreams for freedom?
What would you do
If asked to make the ultimate sacrifice?

Would you think about all them people
Who gave up everything they had?
Would you think about all them War Vets
And would you start to feel bad?

Freedom isn’t free
It costs folks like you and me
And if we don’t all chip in
We’ll never pay that bill
Freedom isn’t free
No, there’s a hefty in’ fee.
And if you don’t throw in your buck ‘o five
Who will?

What would you do
If someone told you to fight for freedom?
Would you answer the call
Or run away like a little ?
‘Cause the only reason that you’re here
Is ’cause folks died for you in the past
So maybe now it’s your turn
To die kicking some ass

Freedom isn’t free
It costs folks like you and me
And if we don’t all chip in
We’ll never pay that bill
Freedom isn’t free
Now there’s a hefty in’ fee
And if you don’t throw in your buck ‘o five
Who will?

You don’t throw in your buck ‘o five. Who will?
Oooh buck ‘o five
Freedom costs a buck ‘o five

Good Bless America And All Who Died In Service To This Country To Keep Us Safe

I am a woman. At times even a lady.
And at any time, a willing,passionate, talented partner in bed.
I also like to be held and talked to
During those lonely hours of the night
When i feel so alone in the world, crying into my pillow.
There’s never anyone to hear me or to care.
Maybe i should become the kind of woman men seem to like:
A perfect 38-24-36 and the type
To simper and flirt and act dumb for a man.
But that isn’t who i am, and i will not be that kind of woman.
Or accept the man who wants me that way.
Still, nights like tonight the loneliness is overpowering.
I begin to doubt in the kind of woman i am.
I wonder when, if ever, there will be that man
Who can appreciate me and see into my heart and soul
And realize the loneliness lurking there.
With the need and ability to love someone til we’re old and gray
And who trust in the woman i am
To keep the heart and soul of her man
Safe from harm for all eternity.

There was a time I was hurting. I’d never known love I was sure. But when I wasn’t looking I opened my eyes and there you were. I never believed in my life that one person could feel so much love. I was important to someone. That was the day I would cherish forever. Finally I had found the one I’d always love and build my life around. But I was unaware that our time would finally end. That I would lose the man I loved and in that time, lose my best friend. I cried a thousand tears, I prayed you wouldn’t go. The feelings you had for me weren’t as deep as the feelings I was having for you. How was I to know as I softly spoke your name, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and when I looked again I saw you were gone..  As quickly as you had entered my life you disappeared leaving behind just memories of a love that had once been and now was gone forever.