Perfect Love Stories

Good evening sweetheart

What a great opportunity to see you again

You still look as beautiful as the first time we met

Did life treat you right as you deserve

Did your sweet dreams became true

Did you miss me as much as I miss you

Did I cross your mind once

I still remember the rides we had together

And I shed tears when I look at the empty seat

Where you used to sit

I missed your kisses and your gentle touch

I missed the soft hand going thru my hair

And the lovely green eyes

With that charming sharp look

Which used to take me deep into the ocean of romance

I’m sorry sweetheart

Sorry for all the promises I made

But couldn’t keep

Sometimes life and destiny

Stand against our will

(sigh)

If you want to know something about me

I stand still where you left

Torn between real life and our sweet memories

I only want to say one thing before you go

I still have that special place for you in my heart

Greetings from a broken heart which calls your name with every single beat,

I’ve wanted to write you since the night you left, but I couldn’t gather my thoughts, the event was more than I could take.

I just can’t imagine you out of my life or imagine my self out of Eden, I go to Eden every time I am with you.

I miss you so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I am a woman. At times even a lady.
And at any time, a willing,passionate, talented partner in bed.
I also like to be held and talked to
During those lonely hours of the night
When i feel so alone in the world, crying into my pillow.
There’s never anyone to hear me or to care.
Maybe i should become the kind of woman men seem to like:
A perfect 38-24-36 and the type
To simper and flirt and act dumb for a man.
But that isn’t who i am, and i will not be that kind of woman.
Or accept the man who wants me that way.
Still, nights like tonight the loneliness is overpowering.
I begin to doubt in the kind of woman i am.
I wonder when, if ever, there will be that man
Who can appreciate me and see into my heart and soul
And realize the loneliness lurking there.
With the need and ability to love someone til we’re old and gray
And who trust in the woman i am
To keep the heart and soul of her man
Safe from harm for all eternity.

There was a time I was hurting. I’d never known love I was sure. But when I wasn’t looking I opened my eyes and there you were. I never believed in my life that one person could feel so much love. I was important to someone. That was the day I would cherish forever. Finally I had found the one I’d always love and build my life around. But I was unaware that our time would finally end. That I would lose the man I loved and in that time, lose my best friend. I cried a thousand tears, I prayed you wouldn’t go. The feelings you had for me weren’t as deep as the feelings I was having for you. How was I to know as I softly spoke your name, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and when I looked again I saw you were gone..  As quickly as you had entered my life you disappeared leaving behind just memories of a love that had once been and now was gone forever.

This is the window to my heart
I just want us to be free
There ain’t no freedom where we are
Ain’t no wishes in these stars
Ain’t no reasons to believe
But don’t worry baby
Don’t you worry
Maybe this is what we need
A little bruise and a little bleeding
Some space that we can’t breathe in
Some silence in between
So cry for me baby
And I’ll cry for you
And we’ll both break down
and we’ll both break through
Find our way you will face the truth
We both will be stronger
And we’ll lie down in a loneliness
Wake up with our sad regrets
Even know we don’t know it yet
We both will be stronger
We both will be stronger
I can’t believe you’re really gone now
But I know it’s all the best
And I know that we were right
But I still reach for you each night
In midnight it hurts like hell
So baby This is the window to my heart
I just want us to be for real
Baby I’m sorry for the way things are
Get back is always hard
And we both will be stronger

If you need a sweater I’d lend you mine
So I’d have an excuse to see you one last time

If you were crying and thought no one cared
I’d be there if you wanted me there

If you needed something to hug in the middle of the night
For you, and only you I’d make that sacrifice

If you fell in a hole and couldn’t get out
I’d switch places with you without any doubts
If you needed to scream at someone just because
I’d listen to you and then hold you with love

If you couldn’t see your future
I’d show you it’s bright- that things get better
If you look towards the light

If you want someone to love you for forever- eternity
Well if you do… You know where to find me

This lie’s become a part of me
For months, I’ve played this game
Acting like it doesn’t hurt
Each time I hear his name

Ignoring what’s inside of me
Pretending I’ve moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs

But last night when I saw him
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment…
I couldn’t catch my breath

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time…
I just can’t let him go

Staring into your lying eyes
Where the truth lies beneath
You think I’ll believe you if you cry
But I can’t even breath

I’m so sick of this so called love
You and I, we are history
I thought that my love was enough
But you needed much more than me

I’m always paying for your mistakes
Never was it ever your fault
And now when I cut with my blade
I think of all of your insults

Was she worth all of the tears
That you saw rolling down my face
Did she take away your fears
and loved you through rough days

Well I was always by your side
Through no matter what
But my pain I will no longer hide
I will show it with one more cut

I will cut until no skin appears
And make them deeper than before
I will cry a silent tear
Knowing I won’t have to feel anymore

And now you say that my pain hurts you
That I should be the one who’s sorry
But I wasn’t the one being untrue
You Fu**ing cheated on me